Tuesday, 19 April 2011

The waiting game

I always thought my first trip to a maternity ward would be to joyously see my baby for the first time. Instead, I sat in a room full of pregnant women ready to excitedly see my cyst-covered ovaries!

Well, actually I didn't even get to see them as the ultrasound woman wouldn't tell me anything. Even more frustratingly she said 'there is definitely something going on there.' Great! Now I just have to wait for her to send the results to my GP so he can fill in the details.

I hate waiting at the best of times, so this protracted process is already driving me crazy. Sadly, I think we are probably just at the beginning of the waiting game as the lady also said I will probably need more tests.

When I see people who are pregnant or with babies I keep telling myself 'that's not your story' but I wish I knew what my story was.

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