My body was shaking and I fought back tears as my friend announced she was pregnant. I knew it was probably coming and had tried to psyche myself up for it but it still hit me like a ton of bricks. I managed to join in the congratulations and compose myself but as the baby talk continued my jealousy built and I finally broke down on another friend.
I am really happy for her but it simply brought home how not-pregnant I am and now, as she grows her bump and starts picking out baby names, it's only going to hit home more.
This is really hard.
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